Hi, my name is Cherry and I’d love to be your doll. I’m
sweet, smart, sexy and, yes, submissive. The three greatest joys for me are
playing dress-up, being pretty and pleasing others. For me, it’s as much about
you, if not more so, for your entertainment and imagination. My deepest desire
is to be your doll, your toy, see you having fun and leave you smiling. I want
you to forget everything else when I’m with you, and think of nothing else when
I’m not. I want to be your favorite doll, the one that makes you happy.
I’ve loved playing dress up since forever, and always
will. Nothing ever has, or ever will, be the flame that excites me as much as
being a sweet, pretty, exuberant and indulgent girl. I grew up in a family of
artist and a very wise lady once explained to me that my desire to dress and
present as a girl was both a result of my need to express my artistic
sensibilities and the innate comprehension that simply being male was
insufficient for my needs, desires and abilities. I’ve always found women to be
smart, wise and have a unique ability to understand me.
Another woman taught me about permission. Because I was
denied permission as a very young child to dress, express and experience myself
as a girl, I’ve internalized that prohibition. While the desire and need still
flamed freely, the permission snuffed it. The privilege, the joy, the higher
self-awareness and existence of being a pretty and being a girl, was for girls
only. No boys allowed. So, she explained, I needed another woman to give me
that permission and tell me I could be one of the girls even if I was a boy. I
think, I know, she was right. Women are so smart and wonderful.
Another lady friend inadvertently was talking about
shopping, powder rooms, the boudoir, girl get-togethers and what she called
girl space. She was proud to explain that while it may be a man’s world, there
were places, times and things that were girl only, where women could exist,
without the interference of any maleness, male norms, male mentality or males.
Girl space is a sanctuary where the only behavior that exists, or matters, is however
each truly feels and desires to be. There are so many things that males just
don’t get, as if they are simply aesthetically, emotionally and mentally
limited by their maleness. In girl space one is free to express and experience
those things, desires, needs and realities which are simply not understood or
valued by males. When I become a doll I create my own girl space. If I become
your doll, I hope we can share girl space. I love women, they are so smart,
strong, wise and value being a girl.
Style wise I love everything from frou-frou to haute
chic. I have a special love for vintage lingerie and exploring classic styles
or costumes. Tiny bows, lacy and petticoats take my breath away. But, mostly I
love being a doll and finding out how you want to dress me up. I love seeing
myself as you imagine and desire me!
I’m shy, demure and discrete. One day I hope to have the
confidence and permission to step out in public and feel the wind beneath my
skirts. Meanwhile, I’d love to take the small steps in between, (prancing in my
heels) modeling both for the camera and within select groups. A doll needs to
be seen to be loved.
I’m also a Feminist (just love the women who are smart,
wise, strong and believe in the value of being female). I’m probably also a Radical
Lesbian Feminist. Need I explain? “Women who love women are Lesbians. Men,
because they can only think of women in sexual terms, define Lesbian as sex
between women,” Rita Mae Brown. It is not simply the male sexual definition, I
just love being among women who love women. I might also quote Audré Lorde,
speaking of her Lesbianism, “I can't really define it in sexual terms alone
although our sexuality is so energizing why not enjoy it too?” I just find the
concepts of Feminism and Radical Lesbian Feminist as both liberating and
self-affirming. So, I’m very much a girl’s girl and unless you are female or
have a very strong female self-awareness and expression, I’m simply not into
men at all. Or, to put it simply, dolls
are for girls only and this doll is no different. The colors that mean anything
to me are on my clothes, hair, shoes, make-up and such. The only race I care
about is the human race, to which, all colors belong. I love all women and
prefer to avoid men, racist, sexist, conservatives, Republicans and other
assorted right wing nuts.
I love all women (straight, bi, lesbian, asexual,
curious, transsexual, ploy, Domme, sub, switch, unsure, exploring, undecided,
top, bottom, human, alien, lost, found, mixed up, adventurous, whatever …). I
love women with strong self values as a female and in the power, joy and
substance of femininity. I enjoy playing, role-play (the new girl, French Maid,
role reversal, etc.), dress-up play (formal gowns to lingerie model), D/s play
(sissy service, collar and leash, etc.), and just the sort of imagination and
adventures that can release your secret, happy inner girl who loves to play
with her special doll.
I’m also a really good listener and most women tell me
that they are comfortable talking to me as if I were more like a girlfriend. I
take that as a compliment and truly do care about others. Most of these women
have no idea that I love dressing and being a girl, as well as, a girlfriend. A
doll is someone you can always talk to.
